Fear The Sincere/Gary Hesketh

Enjoy This All Rights to The Creator

Written On the Firm

So let's just say, I am now...
Without question_ One lucky boy.


I am in fact_The featured creature....
and the proud possessor of this wondrous machine...


My step-son, Dustin, brought me this electronic device for the lap.
_This evening, and I am feeling like a million bucks. So nice!


These keys just pop and sing so quiet...just like, une bella piano forte.
Right now in the midst of our preparations & back to school _
whatworx decisions
We are relaxing_ And look what entered here. 
This party atmosphere.


Just there they are playing table games & I AM COMPLETELY DAZED.
What can I comment to this...What is happening here? Happiness...
How do you measure a change in circumstance? It almost seems as if....
 The clouds are parting and leaving me_ To see my way_through. 


For every reason I can imagine now_ I am in a state of utter gratefulness.
I am reminded to make the best of this and through expression- Connect.


At the turn of the new year, I had committed to write something every day.
And on days when I didn't feel like it; I would write four pages of scripted method-ish.


Just to begin... again, and arrive on the other side_ To change
 from not doing...
To what is my natural state.
To discover the word within and uncover What?...  my evidences are thinking_
  It out or else...
 I'm Over


Here is the question??_ What if I were to succumb to the delight of doing??
 And just return...
 again _ To where I'd left off___


What and whom?...  could best select what is resolved? _ I will breath out
 Through what opens and never rest.
It will show me_What I trust could be the necessary revenue. To imbue


The dreams I lasted in opposition...To the facts.
There are no excuses now, I will be Full_ as I imagined. 
All that is left - Is to light the match and rekindle the fuel.


I am down for this test.
 What is best._
 Is What
Is.


 What is
Here_ 
Now.
 Is How Far
I'll Go. 
Tonight.


Surely
 Go. 
With
What 
You Believe. 

And Trust and 
Be 
All Here.

Actually Not, But I've Been There

Interstellar Overdrive

Andy Andrews Is Very Normal

Adele Does Set Fire_To the Rain- Royal Albert Hall

Click On Picture Huge Picture Archive From January, 2009

Daughtry-What About Now (lyrics)

ResidentBand - Ep 032 - Still Spark feat. Gaby Moreno

Fractal Bardo Voyage 2.mpeg

Great Grab From The Archives? Sunday, January 31, 2009- Creative/ Random/ Get

Efterklang Mirador

Sharlene vs Efterklang, An Island and Copenhagen

Spoon | Part 1 (The Ghost Of You Lingers / Got Nuffin) | A Take Away Show

Spoon | Part 2 (Black Like Me) | A Take Away Show

The Royal Wedding: Abridged!

"After the Gold Rush" - Thom Yorke (Neil Young cover)

Thom Yorke on Neil Young (Part 2)

Thom Yorke on Neil Young (Part 1)

Paul McCartney - '222'

The Walkabouts - The Light Will Stay On

Fleet Foxes - Blue Ridge Mountains - A Take Away Show

Samuel Barber - Adagio for Strings, op.11. Uncut

Phil Collins I Wish It Would Rain Down [RARE CUT] (live)

Henri Matisse

"In This Life" - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole

Damien Rice - Elephant

Damien Rice - Elephant (SesionesAF 2009)

Elephant

Damien Rice.... Elephant

Graffiti Bologna 4

Delerium ft. Sarah McLachlan - Silence

Canon de Pachelbel

Counting upto 7 in 4D Space-Time (Sacred Geometry by ieoie)

Who knows where the time goes - Fairport Convention

Acoustic Alchemy - The Beautiful Game

Hubble's Great Legacy - Across The Universe

Life in the Universe #2: Where is Everybody? (FINAL CUT)

Life in the Universe #1: Just on Earth, or Everywhere?

The Swell Season Perform New Songs at an NPR Music Tiny Desk Concert

The Hill

David Gray - Shine

Neil Young - Like A Hurricane - Live 1982

FALLING SLOWLY A LOVE STORY

INNOCENT ~ Classical Guitar ~ Laputa: Castle in the Sky

Ric's Virginia (2009) Good Times~Trip

megapptera-ross quaresmini.avi relaxation

Debussy, Clair de lune (piano music)

Der tiefste Blick ins All | Unser Universum

ACM Awards 2011 - Zach Brown & James Taylor - Colder Weather/Sweet Baby ...

Ep. 3 "Existence Exists"

Angelique Kidjo - Gimme Shelter (feat. Joss Stone)

Ric's Virginia (2009) Good Times~Trip

Hubble In Popular Culture

Dub FX 10/10/2008 'Love Someone'

Hyperborea - company of friends

Axis of Awesome - 4 Four Chord Song (with song titles)

The Axis of Awesome 4 Chords

RORY GALLAGHER - WHO´S THAT COMING (HD)

ENCOUNTERS AT THE END OF THE WORLD - SPHERIC SOUNDS ( HD )

Sneak Peek of the Grand Finale projections: Tune in on Sunday 20th March!

PORCUPINE TREE - THE START OF SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL (HD)

COSMOS - THE UNIVERSE

Anouk - Lost [Lyrics]

Love - Anouk

A GOA TRANCE DREAM

DUTCH TILDERS - the journey, EPISODE 1

The Walkabouts - The Light Will Stay On

7,000,000,000

Secret Kwonledge - Тайные знания

Alessandro Safina - Luna

John Mayer - I don't need no doctor (where the light is)

Desire

Chrystal Clear

Ukulele weeps by Jake Shimabukuro

Blue Moon - Chris Isaak

Universal Soundscape

The Avalanches - 'Since I Left You'

Yann Tiersen - La boulange

Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here

Miranda Lambert - The House That Built Me

Who knows where the time goes - Fairport Convention

Art of Rene Magritte- Psychological surrealism (music-ENIGMA)

Richard & Linda Thompson - A Heart Needs A Home

''Il dolce suono'' (Lucia di Lammermoor) - Inva Mula

Stevie Nicks - Destiny (Download Demo)

Minneapolis

U2 - Pride (In The Name Of Love)

U2 - I'll Go Crazy If I Don't Go Crazy Tonight (Live)

Radiohead - Scotch Mist

Christmas Food Court Flash Mob, Hallelujah Chorus - Must See!

LIPDUB - Hey Soul Sister - UVIC 2010

Shine On You Crazy Diamond (part one) by David Gilmour

Neil Young - Rust never sleeps

Facing The Fictions Of Reality Poem #343

''Facing The Fictions Of Reality...
Singing A Song_ About That'

Very nicely. Title me that...What comes with the territory!
This exposure _I have found, whenever, I just want to get _Through.
Are_ these new beginnings more_ than they appear.
I just want to wonder for a while, as I grasp the wind.

To everyone _ these are true emotive pictures from my soul...
Such as it is. To_
Know that we are in concert and in constant range.
In breath _we breath our soul's life. What heart's express_
I just can't get_ out of here... If, I want this_ To be my true life.

As inspired by a song as a breathing range of do's and don'ts
I am not scared anymore....Why mention that? If?
I am going on from here...It is the life I wish to lead.
So many examples from the arts_ Of people living outside the box.

For just one moment here_ I would give up _Everything.
And in some ways _ I already have.
What will happen now_ Is certainly_ What I have been waiting for.
Not to say that one ordinary day has the means to casually conduct.

By certain means and atmospheres_ a truly new day .
For_ what is from Yesteryear...is now Here_...and
Then I feel the Time is coming on, and I am creating.
Just the band to do this ...Odd_ as that sounds.

If there is a camel in the eye of the needle, then
We need to bring it through.
In all of our honesty and dimensions of care_
We need to give our best to the best practice.

I feel the time is coming on_When, we will know ourselves _
To the degree_ Of perfect presentation. Whole confidence_
Everything that is happening has been arranged_
By this longed for_ desire to be free...and productive.

Formed in God's heart _ A Love _so brave
And so warmed_ To the degree, that one knows
What they are needed for.
Everything is just now_Here

And that is where I am... from
The edge of the precipice
In a state Of Grace.
Formed To Stand

Clear
and
True




Perfect_The music for this night.
Lindsey Buckingham singing TRBL in Milwaukee,WI
On the _(2BTFLCHLD) channel YouTube.

Mostly, folks, I just want to feel safe enough
To take my pictures.
This is what I do. It is a state of mind.
I hope you will ...enjoy my musings.
They are about being on the way to somewhere.

I hope and I wonder if...
I will find out_
Where!

Mostly now, I am in practice
_To practice....to practice

Being
Here

Now

with Love,
Hubert Rainfield,esq.
Now.

Where There Is Moon Light poem # 434

Hello Moonstone... I guess this is starlight ...Just In Time_ for your visit.
I hit the color key. The girls_ my daughter and her three friends are
Here...eating up the whole refrigerator... not really.

That was mean, actually, but, they're not paying attention to me.
Anyway, I am Here_ at the computer_ writing 'out to the world'
under, yet, another pseudonym_ hubert rainfield,esq.
God knows!_ where that one _came from.

So, It looks like you will be my second commenter, ever... If you so choose_
To participate, which I definitely_ hope you will.
I will definitely be_ By _your blogspot, but, right now!
I think I best get some sleep.

It has been very stormy for a few days...and I didn't catch the football scores.But all is right with the world,except _for all the things _That have gone wrong.

There is a very long list. I have felt the world's pain for many years,
and I have worn it well, but I have decided _not to be_
so unforgiving of myself, When I forget to say I'm sorry.
I should have done more, given more, been more, but I do_
As I am able, and it is a good thing that I am finally taking care of me.

It is a long journey to get to there from here, but on the way_
To being whole a person must take many stands and many bridges must be crossed and in the end there are the questions???

What If! So what! I can't I tried! It can be a mess and often is, but we persevere, and_
On the way we meet some very important people. People, who have something to say. People who care...people who need people.
Thank You for being _One of those people. and to all of your friends.
A hearty hello to you, as well.

As you can see_ Moon. I had a visitor earlier today, but just came across his comment, 1st one,ever, tonight. It's all good. I don't even remember the name of Scratch's site on Blogstream. He has a blogspot, too.

One last thing.. I originally had picked out this song Diane Birch's
'Nothing But a Miracle' for my greeting post to you,
but as you can see I also added on_some more... to the previous post.

I really like Daryl Hall's show and his guests are ...well You see.
He finds the lesser known musicians, but always_ excellent artistry.
He collaborates with his musical friends...and they create new pathways _ A tapestry... To remember!
To the greatness of true sharing and the company of friends.

I'm hooked On YouTube and www.lfdh.com _24 episodes Yow!

Layer This In Tones_Poem # 544

Layer This In Tones

Greetings to all who come...by
I guess Hubert has returned_ to _Within sight of destiny.

So, get this_On my first day back ...surprise.
I have had a visitor. I return and find that Scratch has come by.
It's one of those things.
A complete and utter surprise.
Just today I said to him_ In a comment _ A 'truth telling''
That_We had_never spoken before.

I commented to him_ After reading at his site.
He was very gracious and now we are communicating.

Way back in my early blogging...three years _ or so...ago
I was in awe of the mastery _He had _
In his chosen writing style.
The subject matter was beyond my ken,
But the writing was first rate.
I was struck dumb by my inability
To approach_ the writer.

I thought then _So much the better.
I wouldn't know _ what to say.
I may lose a friend _trying to be honest
about what has occurred.

What is most true now.
I am expanding my world
By accepting someone else's''Truth''

As a more direct assignment _ He
Has made my existence...much more complete already,
because he has sensed my capacity to grow and expand.

What are these frontiers_'We Find'
When, What _We truly seek_Are the answers_To True Life.

I* feel a whole lot more comfortable already _That is a great truth.
What Was I Afraid Of???
Just my own Mind working overtime.

Scratch...Hi! Just one more thing.
Thanks for coming by.
This new opening_Taken from_ An old and in the past _Fear...
Has passed_Now.

This work ' finally expressed' may already have been done. I don't know_
But I am glad to have publicly acknowledged _my injustice to you.
Your Truth.

Any thoughts I have extrapolated here_
Are basically from a long time ago.
I have not tested the waters- in a while.
Can I say _It's All Good...Now

But, Know this_ Even back then,
I always admired _Your great talent.
You are that good,Sir.
All my best and have a great day,
Hubert Rainfield,esq.



Just an added attraction...I love the 'Live from Daryls House'' show
This weeks attraction (guest) is Diane Birch. This tune _
'Fall In Philadelphia''_was picked up at YouTube, but each episode_
Of which there are Twenty-four Is located on You Tube or at the
LiveFrom Daryls House site ( www.lfdh.com)....
for anyone, who doesn't know_That is Daryl Hall of ' Hall and Oates''

and his band... This was a great show....one more song.

Hope Well_There Is A Time For Everything Poem #177

There is A Time For Everything _Hope Well!

Versions of wonderment and the eddies of time.
The visions of this way_is in the decline.
I have a rhyme and a reason for demanding the search.
I am the vehicle and the destiny of my birth.

So we come to the hammer and nail of this theme.
It seems I am commanding an order_ of work.
I want to have the control and the depth.
And the feel for the values and colours, of yet.

So you , my dear reader, are here on the verge.
The very green edge of this line in the dirt.
I write sometimes, most often or not, as a vague compression
of instants, ahead_ They come to me on these errands of time.

Wherefore, In this baked head of mine, I afford a slender realm.
It is certainly an experience to have had the locus and tell_to point.
The perception of words that I wrote_ Come falling through space.
Gathered around me, as much as they will, I waite.

So in inspirational terms, I am thinking_ most evenly on the pursuit.
It is a balancing act, between thinking , I can, and it won't hurt.
I want to roll off the top of mast and hold the sails forth in the wind.
There is a real wielding of servitude and the resolve to make the end.

What's more, To erase the wind at the door. Vaguely stroking my pen_
I hold the catch- basin onto the floor above my head.
What falls from above comes, but easily and scrubs the edges...Of
the Reality of mostly_hidden dangers_ Vacuity and arrogance
What is? What can't _Be_ I am saving these words to mine.

Apprenticing to the love of the reason_ Enticing the words.
Bringing to be the flow of my aggregated division of Being.
To be mine in a way that works for the message of life.
I hope that I can measure_ in ways, that lend for new constructs.
I am not waiting to question or ask, I am reasoned_ for all right ways.
To know, that I believe at this point, there is a purpose. In play.

In the way that I work my cause-way...Path_I know that I am alright!
I have a plan and it is to value the element of presenting_ In the hour.
In the moments and minutes and seconds of time, I am swinging _
Above the clouds of distraction, where fear would have had me before.

My vision is to conquer the angst and the agony of disbelief...In
My practice to display the versions and visions of a confident spirit.
Thrown through the window of time, I am controlling my fear.
What I have now is a simple confidence. I can do this for you.

So as you can see I have made another day and there is a lot more.
I have lived my real life actions in good faith, and I am true.
I worked my questions into these moments and there is the birth_Of
The answers that tell me I am worth my greatest test.

Whenever, I hope and know_ I have been grateful and full of love_
I feel the plan of my life is true, and that I am serving my purpose_
With faith and control, I am coming to know_ how I can carry the water_
Of the time, that is the now time_ of being in this life. To finally__
Do the work, I came to do.

In bravery,.. I will not wilt, and I will not suspend. Though_ an
Ordinary_ I ,_ I am here, and I am well suited to the knowledge of me.
Finally, comfortable and fearless in the face of certain questions,
I pursue the resources _of the notes in my head.

If it all seems a fantasy and not true, that is just the way it goes.
I am just back from taking a call. By phone and by land . The end.
Over and out for now. If you know me at all that is the way things go.
Really there is nothing to hide, I am an experiment in time _Theatre!

Forgiveness, and practice and loving the place.
Being a servant -in the faithful indulgence_of the believing in God.
I practice my version and vision of being a practical matter.
For the light of happy persuasion_of loving the time. Spent.

I am out of the door, and I have just went and gone.
Preparations for the morrow of days to come.
I am not eaking out the expense of deriving hope.
I live with the full basket of dreams to be had.

LOOKING FOR WORDS THAT FALL FROM ABOVE!
Hope is alive! H.Rainfield, esq. 4/2008

Lost and Alone _Somehow We Get Back

I am a so happy to finally be back. I have recovered my web spot on the former blogger, which is now a google product and I' m now back and I will be using this site again and it feels good.

It feels really good and I mean it ...wow! yikes, I have come to play and it will certainly be a place to experiment and use the technology that is here and I will be growing this one, because it has advantages over my other site and that is no bull, but I just feel good about finally getting it back, after having messed it up a couple of years ago...2006, I think. Really, just now, I got the deal done. Wow! again.

Now off to John's blog to make a comment. What a day. This is great. can you tell_I am happy.Yuh! Sincerely, Hubert Rainfield, esq.